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  All valid reasons.

  Nobody needed to know it was a perfectly legit cover for him to be able to look at Zoe and soothe the ragged pain inside his heart, one that gotten worse ever since the time he’d laid eyes on her again in the city square a few months back.

  He couldn’t help her.

  She was going through something he couldn’t even imagine and he couldn’t do shit to help.

  Except bring some books for Roger and offer to help out at her store as much as he could, and that didn’t count for much of anything. He couldn’t take this pain from her, he couldn’t fix Roger—as fucking jealous as he was, he’d fix the man in a heartbeat if it was in his power, but he couldn’t.

  All he could do was stand by and watch as two people he loved suffered.

  The door swung open and the smile and speech he’d rehearsed faded away into nothing as he found himself staring at Zoe’s face.

  “Jesse, hi.”

  Forcing himself to smile, he held out the bag. “Hey. Wanted to bring this by. And I promised my dad I’d come by and check on things.”

  She might have barred him from coming in but he edged past her, forcing her to back up unless she wanted him brushing up against her. Which she didn’t—Jesse was fully aware of the extreme care she took not to let him touch her. The door closed behind them and he turned to study Zoe’s face.

  She looked tired.

  Still so fucking beautiful it made his heart ache just to look at her, but tired. Like she could sleep for a week.

  Tired and frazzled and frustrated.

  He felt like a major prick because he wanted to offer to hold her for the entire week.

  Her husband’s dying, man. Remember him? Guy used to be your best friend? Still is your friend?

  “How are you?” he asked.

  “I’m fine.” She gave him a practiced, completely false smile.

  “Bullshit.” He dropped the bag on the table centered under a mirror and folded his arms over his chest, studying her face. “Don’t hand me the line you hand people in your store, people at church, whoever. I know you too well. How are you, really?”

  She lifted a golden brow at him. “Jesse, you don’t really me that well. Not anymore.”

  “Don’t I?” He reached out and tucked her hair behind one ear. “When was the last time you watched Old Yeller?”

  She scowled at him.

  “Still reading the Valdemar books? How many copies you gone through now?”

  She tucked her hands into her pockets and rocked back on her heels. “Things like that aren’t exactly knowing me.”

  “Hmm. How about this? You’re pissed off. You’ve been riding on nerves and caffeine for a while, but today, you’re pissed off and you just want to hit something.”

  Something flashed in her eyes, but she remained silent.

  “What set you off?”

  “Nothing.” Her voice was low and flat.

  “Nothing? You sure about that, princess?”

  There it was again…a flash of fire, hot and angry.

  “Come on, surely there’s something. Your panties are in a twist over something.” He slanted a look toward the bedroom she shared with Roger. Jealousy twisted his gut, but he kept his voice easy and light as he said, “It’s got to be rough, where you’re at right now. No way to burn off that anger, that stress, that…”

  He saw it coming, but he didn’t bother to move.

  His head snapped back from the force of her blow and even as the pain bloomed, he grinned at her. She stared at him, shock written all over her face. “Feel better?”

  Zoe gaped at him. “You…what…”

  Edging past her, he went to the mirror and peered at his mouth. He tasted blood. “Damn, you’ve got a good right hook there, Zoe.”

  About the Author

  Shiloh Walker has been writing since she was a kid. She fell in love with vampires with the book Bunnicula and has worked her way up to the more…ah…serious works of fiction. Once upon a time she worked as a nurse, but now she writes full time and lives with her family in the Midwest. She writes romantic suspense and contemporary romance, and urban fantasy under her penname, J.C. Daniels. You can find her at Twitter or Facebook. Read more about her work at her website. Sign up for her newsletter and have a chance to win a monthly giveaway.

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